Texting

Wishing he would text me. Wishing he would text me. That's all I ever think about anymore. Everyday I always think about is will he text me? I realize I could text him instead of waiting to see if he will text me. I don't want to text him first because I do that way too often with him. I want to see if he cares enough about me to text me first. I'm sick of always texting first. That's not who I am. Id rather have a guy text me first, because then I know he's thinking about me. I wonder if he just likes it better if I text first because I actually know how to start a conversation unlike him. He thinks it gets boring after awhile when you start not knowing what to say anymore. To him it gets boring after all the little what are you doing texts but I don't care if their boring or not I still like knowing how his days going and what he's up to. It's the little thing that I like. I can understand how it get extremely boring and annoying if it's like every half hour your asking what's up. If I ask it only a couple times a day it's really not that bad. What I've figured out is that everything interesting happens when I'm not texting him and all the boring stuff happens when I am texting him. When I ask him about his day and he tells me everything I start asking questions about the things he was doing. I ask him the questions so I know what it would have been like if I was there. He just thinks my questions are annoying. So now I just wait for him to text me first, but I hate the waiting and always constantly thinking will he text me.